If I am happy or super angry it just shows on my face!! And I don’t like it! But it’s in my nature not to hide any feelings. I hate pretending that I am happy when I am not, I hate pretending that it’s ok when it’s just not OK!!
Few days ago I have been frustrated at work, and I couldn’t take it no more. It showed on face that I don’t want to talk to anyone. I don’t want to get involved in anything. I just want to finish my work and go home. When work time is over, I am the first one on the door.
I have always enjoyed work and made great friendships, but sometimes it’s just weird here. One day you are friends with every one, the next day every body is so cold and far away. You start doubting yourself and get skeptic.
It is all adding up in making me nervous many times. I don’t know if they are going through bad phases, or its just some moods they are getting in and I am in a bad mood too so it sums up in becoming that way. Maybe it is because I am some kind of new and I am not used to deal with them. I really don’t know.
Fortunately, I have a friend here who was in university with me and we shared most of the lectures. We share the same department now and we got closer with this work.
I hope everything turns on fine and it’s just a matter of time and it all goes on just as smooth as it started.
10 comments:
hey :)
its ok all it need TIME , u worked there for years that why u feel different here and u still kind of fresh for every thing :) like first year in the uni every thing strange and not ok , till time pass and find out its Cool :)
Don't worry every thing will sort itself out! it just takes time for you to get used to the new place and for them to get used to you.
Qabbani, Uni days were the best :)
Tamara, i guess time is all it takes..
i have the same thing, but I dont call it a problem, I just love to say what ever is on my mind and show what my feelings are.. If I am angry yes I am angry, and if I am happy I like to show it.. It caused me some trouble at work at first, but i did not change, they got used to me, if you want to mess with me you have to be able to handle the reaction..
Dont let anything change you, be yourself, and if they have a problem they have to deal with it..
Its good to be nice with your colleagues, you do spend most of your day time with them, but believe me you dont need to be friends, your friends are the ones that you already have, if it gets personal at the office a lot of problems will occur..
strating anything is always hard but there is nothing that a person cant get used to.. good luck..
Amooool... it's not a problem at all.. dnt worry,, things will go on i'm sure.. especially with your great, cheerful, happy personlity.. come visit us to change your mood.. sho rayek??!?!?!
take care and let us know what happens?!
You spoke my mind. I can't hide what I feel, and I really get annoyed trying to pretend that I'm happy while I'm not, I feel like I'm going to explode! Anyway hope things will pass by fine.
Unlike Jasim, I try so hard to be able to hide it lol but I cant seem to do it. Unable to control my expressions and body language, they just speak the truth way before I do. About collegues, i've learned to be "3al rasmi" I dont know where you are but being in an American community, im expected to fit in or stay out. I rather stay out more than in.. it just doesnt fit my criteria to be to their level of expectancy. And I try to never get personal... business is business, and of that! la tz3ali, smile :D
Princess n, thanks for the advice.. but i dont think its right to always show your feelings, especially at work..
ta2e3, i want to come visit you guys more :) actually when i come, i am excited all day long at work :)
Jasimd, exactly :) i hope so too!
Batoul a, i try to hide it most of the times but it doesnt work.. il go formal :)
I know EXACTLY what you mean Amool..
I have always enjoyed work, stayed extra hours without being asked and was in a great mood no matter how overloaded i was..
Here..
I am always the first leave..
I don't really like it this way. And I wish I can change it... But it seems I cant..
I just try my best to adapt and do my best..
I am sure you are smart enough to undertake any obstacle..
Take good care.. And take it easy habibtii
This is somthing I have been looking for a long time. Thanks!!!
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